We have had the baby for ten days and are starting to get a little used to it. The lack of sleep is still bullshit, but we're trying to find what works best for both of us, and the baby seems to be thriving. She had another checkup yesterday (one week after her first) and has gained four ounces, which is great.
The baby had a visit with her mom on Wednesday. We also got to meet the mom, which is part of a program our county does to a) humanize both sides (i.e., mom doesn't think we're baby snatchers, and we get to see that mom is a human being who made some bad choices, not a monster), and b) make sure everyone is on the same page about the baby's care. The meeting was about as awkward as you'd think it would be. Her mom is 21, but we both thought she was younger. She seems a lot like a kid in a lot of ways, and she's definitely not a confident parent. We did our best to reassure her that it's our job to support her goal of trying to get custody back, and in the meantime we'll keep the baby safe and take the best care of her that we can.
I thought it was interesting (but honest) that the mom talked about trying to get the baby back and if she gets her back, instead of talking about it as an inevitability. She even at one point started to say, "Well, if I don't get her back, you..." but the very skillful worker (we love the baby's worker, you guys) redirected her by gently interrupting and saying something along the lines of, "Well, we know that your goal is reunification and Rachael and Andy are here to support that, and they'll keep the baby until that happens. But the ball is in your court and you know what you need to do to get things moving."
Towards the end of the meeting, the baby kept fussing (mom was holding her loosely, and patting her very, very gently, when the baby has shown a marked preference for snug holding and firm patting). The mom tried shifting her once or twice, then said, "Well, maybe Second Mommy can do something for you" and handed her to me. The baby quieted pretty quickly, which made me have all sorts of feelings. She actually referred to me as "second mommy" or "[baby]'s other mommy" a few times. I guess it's good that she trusts me, and I'm trying not to read anything else into it.
I invited the mom to the baby's doctor's appointment on Friday morning, but she said that she was going to visit a sick family member out of town. I am playing my "assumption of positive intent" game and believing mom that she was, in fact, going to see a sick family member out of town.
On Thursday at court, they decided that the baby would stay in care for at least another week (until January 26), when there will be another court date. At court, mom identified another possible resource who she thought might agree to take the baby, but then it turned out later that mom hadn't actually asked the person, so it looks unlikely. (For those of you not familiar with foster stuff, the parent can identify a friend or family member who might agree to take the kid, and said resource would then have to agree to become a certified foster parent within a certain amount of time and have their life totally torn up and stuff. When I told friends that mom had identified someone to take the kid they were all amazed, but it's not like they just take her word for it that her roommate's cousin Jenny's best friend would be a good choice or whatever.) Oh, and we found out from the baby's worker that the grandmother has legal custody of the baby's three-year-old brother and has since he was a baby, so he won't be being placed with us. The grandma declined to take this baby - apparently she said she has her hands full with the brother and doesn't want to be responsible for the baby too. In court the mom (or her worker) requested that they ask grandma again if she'll take the baby, but we haven't heard anything further about whether that's likely.
We signed the baby up for daycare yesterday. She'll be six weeks old on Tuesday, so she'll get her first round of shots on Wednesday and she'll start daycare, if she's still with us, on Monday so I can go back to work. The daycare is about a mile from our house and they just opened an infant center, so the baby will be part of their first group of infants. Right now they only have two other babies signed up, and they're both part-time, so our little peanut will get lots of attention.
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